Archive for December, 2004

Anniversary

Sunday, December 5th, 2004

I sure screwed up my blood sugars last night.
Tomorrow is our 43rd anniversary and I<br
for mexican food. We both love good mexican food and
it<br
to many chips with<br
and my blood sugar at bedtime was 220. I<br
take any extra insulin or anything and my blood sugar
at breakfast<br
has rained here all week so far. But<br
Sunday are supposed to be cloudy with no rain. I
certainly<br
working in her mint bed.<br
she is trying to get a mint bed started where<br
drain line from the air conditioner drips water. I’ve
got to get off here<br
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ROCKABYE

Sunday, December 5th, 2004

Rockabye baby, in the treetop.<br
a treetop<br
put you up there,<br
think someone down here’s <br
you.<br

Struggling…

Friday, December 3rd, 2004

Hi.<br
diabetes when I was 21. I did really well for a while on
oral meds, but I had a quack for a doctor. When I hit
a honeymoon period she told me I was cured. Wrong.
So I had to hear twice that I was diabetic. I never
dealt with it well…than a year ago I got my insulin
pump, which completely changed my outlook. Six months
after going on the pump my A1c was 5.5! At last, I
could live as though I was not diabetic.<br
My A1c is back up and my brittleness is seemingly
back. I hate it. I have struggled with depression since
my early teens, and if offered the choice, I would
cure the diabetes and endure the
depression.<br