I have been Diabetic (Type 1) for three years
now. Two injections a day. My Father died in 1990 from
complications of Diabetes, he was 50. Since my diagnosis I have
felt that this disease is a “Death sentance”. I know
that we all go through the “emotional ups and downs”
but I cannot seem to shake this feeling of doom. I
think that my main problem is the regimental aspect of
this disease, inject the insulin, test your blood,
watch what you eat, do this, do that. It’s enough to
drive you crazy! And then there’s; “If you don’t do
this you’ll”, go blind, lose a limb, kidney failure,
heart disease, coma, death. Very overwhelming! The
worst feeling for me is when my blood sugar drops too
low, feels really bad. Going out to eat is another
story; “excuse me, I have to sneak of to the bathroom
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